30.6.07

這個天氣


都記唔起回歸後九年間, 每年六月三十日既天氣係點樣.

但一九九七年六月三十日既天氣, 記得就跟今日一樣, 整日落住大雨, 而且比今日更大.

電視機正傳來紅館內慶祝回歸既節目, 歡天喜地. 但自己更想睇, 更有感覺既, (雖然當年已經睇過一次)反而係「畸寶」今日下晝四點開始播放既當年六月三十日, 肥彭離開港督府及其後政權交接既情況及片斷.

當今日各種媒體, 鋪天蓋地, 盡是慶祝既節目及消息時, 肥龍反問自己, 點解呢種心情好似好遙遠, 好陌生咁, 完全感覺唔到.

況且十年已過, 理應喺生活各方面, 自覺活得比十年前好, 而且土生土長, 雖未至事不關己, 兼唔會影響生計及生活下, 但就頓然發現自己缺乏咗當中既認同感及歸屬感.

亦因為咁, 心中既迷失, 乍近還遠, 特顯茫然.

3 則留言:

Old Cake 說...

肥龍,
I left HK in 1991 and I have never seen the new HK since then. 肥彭 is still the 港督 at the bottom of my heart... :)
I will have a chance to come back and experience the new HK for the first time this year. Can't wait!
BTW, thank you for adding my link on your list! ^_^

英倫肥龍 說...

係我多謝你先啱, 招呼唔到呀! ^^

唔駛客氣, 咁你唱歌好聽, 我又鍾意聽你揀/唱既歌呀!

返香港? 幾時呀?

Old Cake 說...

好多謝你呀. 你客氣啦. ^_^

I am planning to come back by the end of this year.